January 2011
December 2010
So here I am. BACKKKK.
Hope everyone else is having a great New Years Eve I`ll be out the whole day. Teehee don`t really feel like talking about South Africa at the moment…
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One thing I like about South Africa: They play all...
CURRENTLY watching Rugrats, finished watching the Cramp Twins, Scooby-Doo, Johnny Bravo, etcetcetc
TEEHEE
INTERNET
But not home yet… weh I miss home.
I`d post a picture, but I`ll save those for next week if and when I`m actually home so that it`ll just be all at once.
South Africa`s been great. The wedding`s over, done with hanging out with my dad`s side of the family, currently in Cape Town, off to Bloemfontein tomorrow. Meh I regret not taking up the offer of going out tonight… so DUMB. It`s...
That should be me, that should be me…
nare-bear:
I hate that our history makes our friendship hard.
You said you would never play me. Were you only saying in terms of a relationship? In terms of boy/girl love? Because I feel as though you played me as a friend: You stuck around for a while and we enjoyed each others company. But when someone better came around, I was left behind.
I should have told Paul to tell my Secret Santa that for Christmas, I want my friend back.
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A part of me waits for you to knock on my door. It hopes that maybe one of these days you’ll find it in your heart to even step into my room. What it really wants is for us to be friends again, without feeling as if we need to hide from each other.
But somewhere deep down, it knows that it’s all a fantasy, a daydream, because it will never happen
And God Said No
ayhollay:
I asked God to take away my pride. And God said “No”. He said it was not for Him to take away, but for me to give up.
I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. And God said “No”. He said her spirit was whole, her body was only temporary.
I asked God to grant me patience. And God said “No”. He said patience is a by-product of tribulations. It isn’t granted, it is earned.
I...
I thought I was okay, that my heart had healed, that it was okay to wander. But I suppose I let myself think that I was ready much too soon; and thus it was thrown on the ground and stepped on.
It`s just that I miss being the person that you used to go everywhere with. I miss being the person you would go to first. I miss how you would come to my room to do homework or take a nap. I miss how you...
